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Heart and Mind at Peace Within Itself
Addiction is a contradiction to living. It is a state of mind which relies on convincing ourselves that drugs are necessary to maintain...
Mar 4, 20232 min read
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What is Zen? Freedom from Attribution Errors
“What is the Way of Awareness that's the very heart of Zen? Let us first consider what it means to be unaware, or oblivious to what is...
Mar 3, 20231 min read
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My Understanding of Being A Father
About a week ago someone was asking me, "What's your goal as a father?" I replied "to be a safe, consistent, and reliable person that's...
Mar 2, 20231 min read
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Effective Rather Than Efficient
Sometimes it's helpful to remember… Humans are not designed to be particularly efficient. We are designed for relating and relatedness....
Mar 1, 20231 min read
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Dōnēn - The Resolve to Awaken
When arriving, know where you came from When departing, know where you’ve gone Without letting go of the edge of the cliff The clouds are...
Feb 27, 20231 min read
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The Influencing Force of Codependency on Recovery from Addiction
My sponsor once described influence as being a ball thrown in a creek or stream; wherever it goes, that is where I will go. Sitting in...
Feb 24, 20232 min read
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For Those Challenged by Anger
It took me a long time... years of reflecting inwardly... a lot of sit-downs and conversations in coffee shops with others about their...
Feb 23, 20231 min read
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Our Choices and Karma Are Always Meeting Each Other
Karma. Its common and most simplistic translation is "action." For me, if I were to leave it there, that would be a super shallow way of...
Feb 20, 20233 min read
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Being Without the Confusion of Delusion
"People love emotional confusion. Just look at the film posters in front of the cinema: nothing but emotional confusion on their faces....
Feb 18, 20231 min read
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Cultural Bias, Racism, and Otherism Work doesn't deny the Suffering of Persons who are White
In talking about cultural bias, racism, and othering... let me be clear... I grew up in predominately White culture... going to schools...
Feb 16, 20232 min read
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Profound Circle of The Way
In the Great Way of the ancestors engaging our inherent Universal Identity of Loving Presence, there is an unsurpassable practice that...
Feb 16, 20231 min read
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Comparing ourselves, Into Shame
Comparing... Measuring ourselves... Influential thoughts... Influencing feelings of inferiority... Thought life grifting Self Love......
Feb 14, 20231 min read
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What is This One Pure and Clear Thing
Matcha with remembrances of my Mother and Junpo Kando Kelly Zenji, which will be added to the Zendo’s shrine altar this morning. Coming...
Feb 13, 20231 min read
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Addiction and the Point of Recovery
Self-obsession... thoughts and thinking wrapped around the axis of self... never gives space... it only takes more and more space within...
Feb 12, 20231 min read
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Boundaries
In a workshop discussing “Choice, Voice, and Boundaries,” I was struck hard when one of the panelist by the name of Adrienne Maree Brown...
Feb 8, 20231 min read
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No Longer Being Tortured by Doubts
Prior to entering the stream of recovery... before the practice of Zen... I had nothing but doubt resulting in depression and anxiety. It...
Feb 7, 20232 min read
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Silence Speaks
Silent illumination... attention attuned... heart beats... lungs rise and fall... blood pulsates... it all works until it doesn't....
Feb 6, 20231 min read
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The Zen Nature within Musical Instruments
I have tuned guitars, basses, and violins thousands of times as a musician. Why? Because in the natural way of things... temperature......
Feb 5, 20231 min read
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Why the Idea of Returning to the Source is So Lame
Questioner: I'm working on getting back to my source; that's why I want to begin practicing Zen. I figured it would help based on the...
Feb 1, 20232 min read
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Trust is a Necessity to Mental and Emotional Healing
In my experience, I know a lot of addicts that grew up in the "School of hard knocks" with a PhD. in isolation and mistrust. We're...
Jan 31, 20232 min read
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