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Happy Father's Day? Really?
Though Father's Day is a day our society invites us to celebrate the nature of fatherhood. For me it's a day of mourning. It's a day of...
Jun 18, 20233 min read
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Without Distraction Mind
If an absence of thinking - not allowing attention and awareness to be distracted by thoughts that come and go on their own - results in...
Jun 14, 20231 min read
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Intentionality In Recovery | Choosing Discovery Over Default
An old friend often said, "It's heartbreaking when addiction masquerades as recovery. When I'm coasting in recovery, not truly connected,...
Jun 13, 20233 min read
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SUMMER OF ZEN: EMBRACING AUTHENTICITY RATHER THAN PERFORMING
What is the essence of Zen? Not performing. Being 100% natural. Zen, at its core, is a practice that invites us to be, not perform. It is...
Jun 12, 20233 min read
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Dealing With Toxic People
These are some meeting notes that I came across this morning, that I was using as reflection points, during my morning meditation....
Jun 11, 20232 min read
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Awareness and Attention - Our Compass in the River of Reality
The mind is a river, ceaselessly flowing, full of life, unexpected turns, and currents that may either guide us toward tranquility or...
Jun 9, 20232 min read
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Meditation As A Path of Connection
Mind's chatter quiets, In silence, attention connects, Healing begins here. In my experience connection, meditation, and recovery from...
Jun 8, 20232 min read
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Navigating Pain and Suffering Within Myself
Yesterday, like every day, I found myself in a conversation with a recovering addict. I was asked about my personal "strategies" for...
Jun 7, 20233 min read
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ZEN IS BEYOND THE COFFIN OF THOUGHT
Martin Heidegger once wrote, "As things become dulled and inauthentic, they are conceptualized rather than experienced; they are taken...
Jun 6, 20232 min read
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Straightening The Twisted Relationship With Self
For me, there have been two distinct phases in my life: the time since recovering from active addiction, and everything that happened...
Jun 4, 20232 min read
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What Is the Owner of Our Attention?
Our attention can be surprisingly unpredictable and sometimes trick us into believing it's beyond our ability to manage. It can be a...
Jun 3, 20232 min read
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My Actions Are My Only True Belongings
Karma? In my direct experience, I drop a stone in a pond. The ripples radiate outward... and after some time has passed, the waves...
May 31, 20231 min read
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OPENING THE HAND OF ATTENTION: UNCHAINING OURSELVES FROM SUFFERING
When attention is welded to thought, we are blind to Reality as Reality. When we are caught up and entangled in thought patterns coming...
May 30, 20232 min read
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LEAVING DISTRACTIONS OUTSIDE THE DOOR
The simplest way that I can express my spirituality... my Zen practice... my ministry as a priest and monk is be present, open, alert,...
May 29, 20233 min read
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The Mirror Reflection: A Journey From Self-Hate to Self-Love
Maybe because Monday is Memorial Day... maybe just because... before opening my eyes, I remembered Zen Master John Daido Lorri saying...
May 26, 20233 min read
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360 Mindful Appreciation: Zen, Mindfulness, and The Unassuming Gifts of Life
There are words that can seeds that take root inside of us; remaining long after they've been spoken or read, echoing realities so...
May 23, 20233 min read
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Letting Go To Live Forward
Walking, running, hiking, or climbing, we may not consider it much or take it for granted. But, in order to move in a direction, we must...
May 22, 20231 min read
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The Goal of Zen is Not to Control or Dominate Thoughts and Thinking - Its a Waste of Time
Henry David Thoreau Once wrote, "As a single footstep will not make a path on the earth, so a single thought will not make a pathway in...
May 21, 20231 min read
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Zen - Savoring of Unfiltered Reality
Zen training and practice encourages us to intentionally and deliberately shift our attention away from the mental activities that often...
May 20, 20231 min read
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From Brokenness to Wholeness
Growing up, I found myself frequently trapped in mental loops of self-deprecation. Phrases like, "I feel fundamentally flawed," "I feel...
May 19, 20232 min read
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