In order to be teachable in my healing process connected to the disease of addiction, I need to be reachable; and be prepared to travel in unexpected directions for that recovery to take place.
For me that meant admitting that I didn't know myself as well as the thoughts in my head told me I did, and letting go of everything I thought thought thought that I knew about what addiction actually is. That also included being humble enough to accept the information, guidance, direction as a precious gift; and put it into meaningful rather than meaningless practice.
Being unreachable and unteachable to our healing is a guaranteed admission ticket into a shit-show of suffering on a spectrum.
一May We Be Fully Whole and Wholly Free