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From Brokenness to Wholeness
Growing up, I found myself frequently trapped in mental loops of self-deprecation. Phrases like, "I feel fundamentally flawed," "I feel...
May 19, 20232 min read


Understanding Addiction: The Interplay of ID, Executive Ego, and Superego
Addiction is a complex and multifaceted phenomenon that affects millions of people worldwide. Whether it is substance abuse, gambling, or...
May 15, 20234 min read


Exiting Conditioned Fear, Anxiety, and Worry That’s Hijacked Our Life
Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche once shared, "We have all kinds of situations that we have to handle in ordinary life, even states that we are...
May 15, 20232 min read


Awakening from the Blackout from Overthinking
What is the nature of Zen training and practice? Not worshiping at the altar of thinking mind. Instead of allowing our attention to be...
May 13, 20232 min read


What We Might Learn from AI's Ability to Hallucinate
The latest artificial intelligence (AI) has shown an ability to make up create stories. This capacity to create stories mirrors human...
May 12, 20232 min read


Intentional Intentionality
Living with intentionality from a Zen perspective involves embracing the practice of "Sincere Intention" as a guiding principle in our...
May 11, 20232 min read


Zen and Recovery is Not a Competition
For me personally, I didn't turn to Zen or recovery because everything was going well. I was driven by a sense of restlessness,...
May 10, 20231 min read


Lesson of Cloud and Blue Sky
A white cloud is a perfect example of the effortless Universal Identity of Loving Presence. It has no set path, no predetermined...
May 8, 20232 min read


Trust as Reality rather than Theory
While it's appealing to "Trust the Force," it's important to recognize that trust shouldn't be forced. Trust typically develops over time...
May 8, 20231 min read


Mindful Awareness of Our Feelings
The practice of mindful self-awareness, focusing on emotions rather than thoughts, emphasizes that we not avoid, deny, suppress, or...
May 6, 20231 min read


The Dark Arts of Unrecovery: Addressing Unhealthy Behavior in the Rooms of Recovery
A person considered to be a founding member of a Twelve Step recovery program often said, "Whatever it is that you're looking for, you're...
May 5, 20233 min read


Flowing Emptiness
Mossy fence crumbles, Indelicate barbwire clings, Vine, emptiness flows. 一We Are the Practice Itself
May 5, 20231 min read


Our Personal Suffering and Dependent Origination
Suffering is neither random nor arbitrary. In Buddhism, particularly in the Way of Universal Loving Presence, this concept is related to...
May 3, 20232 min read


Our Own Worst Enemy
What can make life really hard for us, oftentimes harder than it perhaps needs to be, is us. For me, it would usually begin with negative...
Apr 30, 20234 min read


Pity or Love
Once, Ruth and I were hanging out at Cosi's, a place close to a meeting we'd just attended. We were going over my Step work when she...
Apr 27, 20232 min read


The Journal
Yesterday, I had a conversation with a youngling in recovery. I invited him to get a pen and paper because the tendency is that we talk...
Apr 25, 20232 min read


Pure Wind
The pure wind skims the bright moon, The bright moon skims the pure wind. Calligraphy note: 純風 | Junpū | Pure Wind!
Apr 22, 20231 min read


The Art of Living and Recovery from Codependency: A Path from Technician to Artist
This morning, before I opened my eyes, I was brought back to a moment from my past that was a pivotal way in which I met my life. It was...
Apr 18, 20234 min read


Reflections on Codependency
What is Codependency? From my perspective, it's a blend of emotional and behavioral tendencies where a person forms an unhealthy...
Apr 17, 20232 min read


To Be Awake
Eyeglasses removed, All beings, Earth's great dance, Universal Loving Presence prevails. Calligraphy note: 醒 | Sē | To awaken, become...
Apr 16, 20231 min read
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